I promise you my all ,

my love ,

my true friend ,

I'll be there for you ,

whenever you need me .

As much as I can say ,

I love you so much ,

from the bottom of my heart ,

Heeeeeey guys .

I have been so down recently you must have noticed .

facing throe & woe really kills me .

Severe pang of pain still locked inside my heart .

& beautifully i can feel it .

i must know that whatever the situation is going ,

whatever that i am facing ,

there is always a reason behind it .

till now i wonder why, this occurs .

i want this to cease .

but am i trying it for good ?

are you doing this for my good ?

did you think twice before saying those remarks ?

do you know it hurts me deeply inside my heart ?

after reading those ,

& like whatever comes into my mind always

this three letters appear-ed

: WHY !?

do you know why are you doing all this ?

Do you know whyyyyyyyyy ?

i dont want to be desolate .

why must you abandoned ourselves ?

In fact that we've been so close to each other , i can say .

And we're friends , we care ,

we talk , we laaaugh & share stories to each other ?

That you want me to forget ?

sweet memories ,

yeaa , sweet & sour .

hurtful things & past .

cant forget it ,

cant let it faaade ,

I hope you take back your words .

I wish you'll think again , rationally .

& hey ,

I dont mind if you wanna be like how YOU are .

i dont mind if you wanna change ,

your attitude or whatever .

I just dont want YOU ,

to leave me alone .

can i say that i dont want us to seperate ?

...

Those words may be useless ,

after expressing my expression ,

after doing some other happy moments wit mummy & mummy's side .

still , i am loaaad inside , with burden .

but nevermind ,

:D

visited nenek  , like finally .

( oh no , talking about visiting my grndmum , my mind suddenly captured Arris's name )

cos we both were chatting , a lont time ago .

We were saying that we missed our grandmothers .

And to you arris ,

Visit your grandmom :D

I've done my part .

and to you guys too okaaaaay ,

go visit your grandmom :D

tmr hari raya haji !

better visit them ,

before its too late .

Jyeah :D

 

 

ate alot .

i am sad .

Asalammualaikum